New years is my Thanksgiving. Feed off the positive energy and serve it for leftovers for weeks!
2013 was crazy, just as all years are. I think this has been one of my favorites, though.
As always, I’ve been super self- destructive and a raging bitch. But this year, I’ve learned to let it all go. I mean, I still party and do bad things I know aren’t going to better me… but I’m still a fucking kid. This is my time to do that and I’m going to soak up every last drop of that. BUT… I’ve also learned the importance of treating myself better, sipping slower, and exercising my body and brain. BABY STEPS!
I’ve lost some people this year, my cousin and my siblings father, who was a father figure to me. I’ve also lost a few friends and I didn’t see it coming. Only the future will tell if that is for the better or worse. I did, though, gain some really amazing people as well, whom I can’t imagine life without now.
I’m generally excited now to grow and to love and to learn and to see. I’ve always been excited for that, but I just have so much more warmth towards it all. There’s a great vibe in the air and I’m going to go with the flow. Whatever I did for 2013, it worked. I’m happier than ever.